Golden

I often have times, when I actually can not find words to describe my feelings. Crazy, but true..

These are moments that I absolutely cherish. When you feel so much emotion, there really aren’t words for it. Births do that to me. A fresh new little wrinkled up baby.  A new life.

Death has done that to me. I was in the room when my Dad took a final breath.  I knew he was gone, because his essence left the room. His peace was gone from that room, but I also knew where he was headed. That is faith, and there really aren’t words for faith either.

People do that to me sometimes, both in a good way or a bad way I suppose. I have had a person look directly at me , right in to my eyes as if they are looking directly at my heart. No kidding, as odd as that sounds, it has felt like that. There are no words for that, just a connection that one can feel in the soul. This is someone to cherish, if they can do this. You don’t have to say a single word, you just feel. It’s ok anyway, because there are no words for that. On the flip of that , I have had a person or two look at me so hateful, they truly look directly though me. It’s chilling, and if a person can do that, they need feared. Or slapped, but go with fear, too many folks going around slapping one another is not a good idea anyway.  That is something there are words for, just use them wisely.

Putting words together, can sometimes sound like noise. I have had an enormous amount of quiet time lately. I may not even talk at all for hours on end. It’s good. Because there are no words for a feeling. A hope, a desire, a need, a tear, a laugh. Sure, those are words, but string those together, and you have a feeling. To cherish.

Spend a moment or two just looking at things in your life, and you will find yourself speechless.

 

PEACE!!

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